Date: March 2007..
Scene: At home waiting for his call that never came.. while browsing through his friendster..

Andai engkau tahu
Bila menjadi aku
Sejuta rasa di hati

Lama tlah ku pendam
Tapi akan kucoba mengatakan

Reff: ku ingin kau menjadi milikku
Entah bagaimana caranya
Lihatlah mataku untuk memintamu

Ku ingin jalani bersamamu
Coba dengan sepenuh hati
Kuingin jujur apa adanya dari hati

Kini yg kau tahu
Aku menginginkanmu tapi takkan ku paksakan
Dan ku pastikan
Kau belahan hati bila milikku

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Date: April 2008 (One Year and One Month Later..)
Scene: Meet the parents session..

Tak pernah kusangka aku di sini
Bersamamu dalam hatiku
Setiap langkah ini begitu berarti
Membuatku tegar hidupku
Ku tak takut tuk melangkah genggam erat tanganku

Engkau hadir saat tangis dan tawaku
Engkau ada dan tlah menangkan hatiku
Semua cinta yang telah kau beri
Yakinkan aku tuk bermimpi
Dan kemenangan ini milik kita

Terkadang ku merasa tak akan mampu
Melewati beratnya hari
Tapi keyakinanmu pada diriku
Membuaku tuk berdiri lagi
Ku tak takut tuk melangkah genggam erat tanganku

Engkau hadir saat tangis dan tawaku
Engkau ada dan tlah menangkan hatiku
Semua cinta yang telah kau beri
Yakinkan aku tuk bermimpi
Dan kemenangan ini milik kita

Semua ini hanyalah milikmu

Thank you for choosing me..
..love you! =)

I have a confession to make.

I am seriously the WORST GIRLFRIEND ever !!!...

WORST THAN THE GIRLFRIEND FROM HELL !!!...

For my exs.. you should be thankful that you broke up with me..

For those ppl that still have hopes.. you should be GLAD that you’re not with me..

For my baby.. you have got to be the unluckiest person alive ever!..

Seriously.

It had happened in the past.. and I did it again..

Why can’t I be a person who can appreciate the simple little things in life..?

Why can’t I be contented with what I have?

Why can’t I accept my boyfriend for who he is?

Why do I always expect so much from him?

Why do I always be the one yg cari masalah in the relationship?

Why am I so childish ???

When will I ever grow up???

(There’s so many more but I’m not going to list them all one by one.. coz it’s gonna make me feel more depressed only!!)

Why why why why why..?

I really need to UNDERSTAND and LEARN the term..

“Love is not about finding the perfect person, but to love an imperfect person perfectly”

I have the best boyfriend in the world, yet I’m always expecting so much..

I feel so ashamed..

I Should.

I am.

I’m sorry baby.

For everything.

Thank you for the most beautiful bouquet – Pink Tulips & Pink roses all in a bouquet..

Thank you for the yummiest 6-course dinner @ Angus House..

Thank you for giving in to me and watch @ Velvet room even though you’re so very tired..

Thank you for the touching words in your card..  

Thank you for the sweetest and the most beautiful present..

Thank you for the best night ever.. =)

You did it baby..

You made our night so very special..

And you made me more than overjoyed.. =D

I love you so very much..

No words can describe how much I love youuu..

But like I said before..

It doesn’t matter how many times I said it, it’s how much I do.. =)

Happy Anniversary bunny.. =)

Pics to follow once I’ve uploaded it..